i forgot how ambitious i used to be, how much i cared about how well i did in school. how i would never ever accept anything below an A. if i didnt get 100%, i would be depressed. got into b school and accepted the fact that now that im in, its ok! no need to worry because i wont get kicked out unless i get a 2.5 or below n i thought to myself..i’d hafta TRY to get that low of a grade. well this year has gone by n there were a couples times where i felt like i got kinda too close for comfort. well…idk im starting to realize that its important to get good grades for a bigger purpose than just to bypass some kind of requirement. we should strive to get good grades to better ourselves. to really learn from people who obviously have gone through the education system and know what you need to know. now that i have the freedom to not worry about getting kicked out of school i should focus on actually learning the material n developing an interest in a multitude of areas of study. when am i ever gonna have that privileged again after graduation? forget how im gonna do on my finals. i just wanna actually learn all this material because somewhere down the line, its gonna be useful and im gonna thank myself for putting in the time and effort to really know the subject. i need to learn to learn..and not learn to pass a test.
吃了一些开心果，希望我能够开心一点~! ^-^ hohoho
keep trying harder. don’t settle for less.
